It is a journey with my curse, Narcissistic Personality Disorder.This is a project for a high school ap psychology course. This is a fictionalized account of having a psychological ailment. For questions about this blog project or its content, email the teacher Chris Jocham: email@example.com.
Published on: Mar 3, 2016
Transcripts - Narcissim
When I was growing up, my parents and friends always attended to my needs and desires.
Later on, I felt that I received a sense of temporary happiness from this ailment.
Yet when my parents died, I felt that I could no longer function. I felt that I had little control in my life.
I felt as if this ailment had total control over me and my self-esteem.
By the time I started to work for vogue, I could tell people detested me. They called me obnoxious and heartless…..
<ul><li>Later on, I felt cursed for hurting so many people. </li></ul>
Even though I was the head of Vogue, I couldn’t resist constant attention and admiration from the more inferior peers.
Later on, I felt a sense of joy in admiring myself
I always exploited other people often in order to gain my desires. I could care less for their misfortunes.
Later on, I would feel sad about all the people that I hurt.
After constant complaints from my peers, I finally go to a psychiatrist.
Little did I realize, the amount of stress I felt from having this….
After going, my psychiatrist tells me that I have clear signs of narcissistic personality disorder.
I felt like I was in constant fear of hurting someone.
It is a type of personality disorder where a person feels love for him/herself and does only things for him/herself.
I started to feel jealous of people without this…… curse
The doctor requested that I receive constant therapy from him…..
<ul><li>It lasted for several months. </li></ul>
After a while, i felt a sense of happiness
I could accept it as part of my life